Lil Sharing
wow wow reuben. lol. i dun think i can ever analyse exams, results and stress the way you did. hope it's helpful to you guys out there.
i dunno if you guys feel the same way. when my results sucked, as in F-grades kind, and i did really study, telling me that "exams are there to test you, not make you feel miserable. exams are there to help you, not make you depressed", sadly, doesn't help much. And "the harder you study, the smarter you become, the better your marks, the greater your satisfaction" also failed me coz i personally proved this wrong. it's more like, the harder i studied, the faster my marks made a dive for the ocean floor and the stronger the desire to just leave this world and go heaven. lol. praise Jesus i'm still well and kicking and alive today. all these so called motivational phrases, did nothing much for me. but what really touched my soul and heart, what really motivated, what really made me want to go on mugging even when my tutors told me that i won't get any grades higher than a C for all my subjects, was hearing someone tell me that "Jesus is waiting for you at your exam desk everyday and He sees your future and He knows it's good." He sees YOUR future, and He knows it's GOOD. that's all i needed to hear; that's all i needed to sleep in peace at night.
so all of you out there, if your results are hopeless, don't become hopeless yourself. He sees your future, and it's gonna be really good! "Eye has not seen, ear has not heard, nor have entered into the heart of man, the things which God has prepared for those who love Him!" =)